St. Felix of Cantalice

Faithfulness to Christ when it cost everything.

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May 18 · Martyr

St. Felix of Cantalice

St. Felix of Cantalice

Faithfulness to Christ when it cost everything.

Traditional feast

May 18
1914 / pre-1969 calendar, per Baring-Gould (1897)

Current feast

May 18
Secondary source · Wikipedia

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Martyr

Their story

Adapted in modern English from Baring-Gould (1897–98) · original text below

Felix was a ploughman. Hearing the lives of the Egyptian hermits read aloud, he longed to live as a recluse, but decided he was not equal to it and would enter a religious house instead. Year after year he put it off. Then one day, while he was ploughing, his master came through the gate in black clothes and frightened the oxen, which trampled Felix and dragged the plough over him. His clothes were cut and torn, but he was unhurt, and he delayed no longer.

He went to the nearest Capuchin (a strict branch of the Franciscan friars, founded 1525) friary and asked to be taken as a lay brother. The superior led him before a crucifix: 'Look up. Jesus Christ suffered for thee. Hast thou courage to follow His traces?' Felix wept and answered so fervently that he was sent to the provincial in Rome. He was then thirty. He made his novitiate at Anticoli, and four years later he was sent to Rome, where he spent the rest of his life.

Lacking education, he became the friary's beggar, collecting food and money. To every gift he answered 'Deo gratias', thanks be to God, until he said it on every occasion. Once he came on two gentlemen fighting a duel, rushed between them, beat down their swords and held them until both said 'Deo gratias', and then he reconciled them. Children called him Brother Deo Gratias and shouted it when they saw him coming, which brought tears and a smile to the old man. He went barefoot, saying only that it was easier on his feet. When his superior thought him too old to carry the sack, he said, 'Let the old ass carry its load till it falls under it.'

After his rounds he would kneel before the Blessed Sacrament, praying, 'Lord, I recommend to Thee my poor people, and the kind persons who have been our benefactors. Great God, have mercy on them all.' When he was very ill he would crawl to the church if no one watched him. In his last agony he raised himself on one elbow and said, 'No, I cannot despair; it is my own Saviour who will judge me, and I will not doubt His mercy,' then lay back and died. His body is in his order's church in Rome. He is shown with a begging sack marked Deo gratias.

Struggles & surrender

What they wrestled with, and how they gave it to God

  • Year after year of delay ·
    Though he longed to leave the world and enter religious life, Felix put off the decision from year to year. Only when his frightened oxen trampled him and dragged the plough over him, leaving him unhurt, did he resolve to delay no longer. At the end of his life he faced a last struggle against despair and overcame it: 'No, I cannot despair; it is my own Saviour who will judge me.'

Early life

Selected sentences from the original account, unaltered.

As his deficiency in education prevented him from aspiring to be a choir brother, he was employed in going about begging for food and money for the convent.

What they represent

How they teach us to live

Drawn from themes in the original account

Build up the community you belong to. This life was lived with and for a community.

Pray a little every day. Prayer runs all through this account.

Make time for silence. Solitude and withdrawal to pray shape this life.

Learn from the kind of life it was. Faithfulness to Christ when it cost everything.

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The full original · 907 words

Read Baring-Gould’s full account

Baring-Gould’s sources: Beatified by Pope Urban VIII. in 1625; canonized by Clement XI. in 1712; but the bull of canonization was not published till 1724, by Benedict XIII. Authorities: — A life by Fr. Sancti, Guardian of the Capuchin Convent at Rome, in which he lived and died; and another contemporary life by Matthias Salodiensis.] This good Capuchin was bom at Cantalice, at the foot of the Apennines, on the confines of the Duchy of Spoleto, in the year 1513. His parents were very poor, and worked for their daily bread. His father’s name was Sante, or Saint, and he was a good man, and had even a sort of prophetic power, for it is told of him that as he watched the death of a little grandson, he said, “ Go forth in peace, my little saint, with God’s blessing and thy grandfather’s, on Saturday next we shall meet again.” And though he was hale when he spoke, on the day he had named the old man died. Felix was the third of four children. Even from his childhood he showed a marked leaning towards religion, so that the children used to point him out as “ Felix the little saint.” His childhood was passed keeping sheep. He was wont to take his rest in the heat of noon, and say his prayers under a great oak, in the bark of which he cut a cross. When sufficiently old, he was placed at the plough. His conduct was always unimpeachable, always quiet, self-contained, seeking peace and ensuing it. When any of his companions ill-treated or abused him, his usual soft answer to turn away wrath was, “ May God make a saint of thee, my friend ! ”

One day he heard read the lives of some of the Egyptian hermits, and he felt a great longing to embrace the life of a recluse; but, on further consideration, he thought himself not equal to such a life, and he preferred entering a religious house. Yet he postponed the day from year to May x8.] vS. Felix of Cantcdice. 259 year, till an accident made him resolve to delay his renunciation of the world no longer. He was driving two bullocks in a plough, when his master suddenly opened the gate into the field and entered in a black dress. This scared the oxen, and they dashed over Felix, trampling him under foot, and drew the plough over him. Providentially he was unhurt, though his clothes were cut and torn. He delayed no longer, but went to the nearest convent of Capuchins, and asked to be admitted as a lay novice. The superior took him by the hand, led him before a crucifix, and said, “ Look up, Jesus Christ suffered for thee. Hast thou courage to follow His traces ? ” The tears rolled down the ploughman’s cheeks, and he expressed his desire to take up his cross in such fervent words, that the superior gave him a letter of introduction, and sent him to the provincial at Rome. He was then thirty years old. He passed his noviciate in the convent of Anticola. Four years after he was sent to Rome, and there spent the rest of his life. As his deficiency in education prevented him from aspiring to be a choir brother, he was employed in going about begging for food and money for the convent. When given anything he at once responded Deo gratias, “ Thanks be to God.” And this expression became so familiar to his lips that he uttered it on every occasion. Once he came upon two gentlemen fighting a duel, he rushed between them, beat down their swords, crying, “Deo gratias; my brethren, say Deo gratias, each of you.” And there he stood grasping their swords in his firm hands, and looking from one to the other. At last the gentlemen said the required words. “ Now your battle is done,” said the Capuchin; “ let me hear the occasion of your quarrel and reconcile you.” And he succeeded in sending them away friends. “ Oh, how fair is creation ! ” he would exclaim on issuing from the convent gates, “Deo gratias ! All the creatures of God serve only to raise our hearts to the giver of all good things, and make us cry out in love and thankfulness, Deo gratias ! ”

And when he came on little children playing with flowers, or plucking fruit, or full of merriment over some innocent toy, he would stop, point up to the blue sky, as recalling to them the source of all beauty, pleasure, and happiness, and say “Deo gratias!” He became so well known by this expression that the little ones used to call him Brother Deo gratias; and from a distance, when they saw the old white-bearded Capuchin coming along in his snuff-coloured habit, they would cry out, “ Deo gratias ! brother Felix, Deo gratias ! ” Then the old man’s eyes would fill with tears, and a smile would light up his rugged features, and he would exclaim, “My dear children, yes, Deo gratias ! God bless you all ! ”

When he returned from his begging expeditions, he loved to retire to the church and kneel before the Blessed Sacrament in a rapture of love and thankfulness, and pour forth his prayer. He was watched once, and was seen standing before the altar, with outspread arms, supplicating, “ Lord, I recommend to Thee my poor people; I recommend to Thee the kind persons who have been our benefactors. Great God, have mercy on them all.” It was a short, simple prayer, but it expressed all the charily of his heart.

He was asked once why he walked barefoot instead of wearing sandals like the other friars. “ Only because it is easier for my feet,” said he, though in reality he had rejected sandals out of humility. In his old age the guardian once said something about his being loo aged to carry the sack of food he had begged. “Nay, nay,” said S. Felix, “let the old ass carry its load till it falls under it.” ft ft S. Felix of Cantalice.

When he was very ill and confined to his bed, if not closely watched, he would crawl to the church and faint away before the altar. In his last agony he was as though engaged in conflict with the enemy of souls, for he rose partly in bed, on one elbow, and waving the other arm in the air, as his dim eyes looked into vacancy, he said, “No, I cannot despair; it is my own Saviour Who will judge me, and I will not doubt His mercy.5' Then he laid himself down again and sighed forth his innocent and happy soul.

His body is in the church of his Order in Rome. He is represented with a sack over his shoulder, on which is written Deo gratias, or leading an ass laden with the sack; sometimes giving S. Philip Neri to drink out of a bottle in the midst of a street, this incident being related of him.

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Credits

Image: Rubens Felice da Cantalice.JPG · Circle of Peter Paul Rubens · Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons

From Sabine Baring-Gould, The Lives of the Saints, new edition in 16 vols. (London: John C. Nimmo, 1897–98); text from the Internet Archive scan (OCR, lightly cleaned; errors possible). Public domain.

Image: Circle of Peter Paul Rubens, Wikimedia Commons (Public domain)

From Sabine Baring-Gould, The Lives of the Saints, new edition in 16 vols. (London: John C. Nimmo, 1897–98); text from the Internet Archive scan (OCR, lightly cleaned; errors possible). Public domain in the United States. Reproduced unedited, except for short bracketed notes in grey that we added to explain names and terms (“S.” is the old abbreviation for Saint). Some history and judgments reflect 19th-century scholarship.